Why does it feel like everytime I don't act insanely nice, someone gets upset? Every decision I'm making is as if it's going to be a dramatic time-changing experience later. Amanda didn't lose interest. I was happy for her because she made an effort to be nice to Kyle today... But, he ended up holding her and cradeling her every chance she had... Is it funny when I break into pieces? I can't make anyone happy anymore. Nor can I tell her how I feel. She'll get into an argument. It's so sad how truly misundertsanding a simple conversation can be. I'm just going to tell him to date her or something. _{I'm never worth it, right?}.

He's not even going to the party.I feel so small even though everyone can see how pathetic I truly am.