Ahh who am I kidding? I has no updates Im just being bored and lonely in mah boring,old apartment, in my boring,old bedroom on my boring,old computer Well there isnt much going on besides the fact that my friend ( )'s dad wont allow us to talk.Now I dont really know why but he seems to just judge me like that.I wish people would stop thinking that I lie and stuff.I usually don't lie at all.Like why would I need to anyway?It's not like I sneak out to go and make out with some boy Ahaha yeah right,like a boy would like me anyway Oh I got the funnies >:[


Well anyway,so had to block me from her msn and junk. Le gasp! Lol well so we like secretly talked on dA for like a second D:
And she said that we could talk soon.So then like yesterday,I asked her:

"Hey when are we aloud to talk?It seems like its been forver." etc.

And she hasnt answered.And I looked at her profile page today and it said she was online so...she obviously doesnt want to talk to me.And I sent her a note on dA too.But still no reply.Im beginning to think that nobody wants anything to do with me. *sigh*

And now,Im not aloud to my lil sis's birthday party Lol its probably because she's like turning 10 tomorrow and it would be odd for me to be around all these little kids.But I kinda want to go.Last year her dad didnt allow me to go Its a repeat But I kinda feel a little lonely, you know?Most of the time,if I want to have a sleepover or something with my friends they're busy So I try to hang with my sister because since we have different dads and we dont live with our mom anymore,we dont see much of eachother.And its hard because we've been best buds for a long time.And I really dont like being cooped up in my apartment.When my dad is home there's just alot of awkward silences.But I dont have anything against my sister's dad,he just doesnt want me going there. But its okay,im used to everything.Im not even gonna ask him why I cant come.Honestly,I dont really mind it.Who knows,maybe my sis just doesnt want me to come to her party.No big deal...even though I invite her to my parties.I guess im just pathetic

Well anyway,thats about it for me.Well not really . You see,since I havent been able to talk to maddie anymore,its really quiet.I really do miss her alot,even though sometimes she didnt seem to really want to listen to me.I listened to her all the time...but I suppose things are just hard for me.I talk to my dad but I want to get an opinion on some of my friends here on dA.Because most of you always support me.I know its stupid to say because almost everyone I know on dA,I've never met in real life. -_-



Oh yeah,also,my good friend , has made a parody fan fic of Super Smash Brothers Brawl.Its quite funny if you know the characters.Their adittude is very hilarious and outrageous. So please,just take a look at the chapters and read through it.If you dont like it then,okay.But try to leave some good comments or tips or something.Because I think she deserves it.

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